The first day my eyes met his was on the 22 June, I had just got to Side Show after working a 12 hour shift at Winter Wonderland, I took one look at him and I was hooked. I know I have seen him before somewhere just not sure where. I never spoke to him but I knew I wanted to get to know him.
All week I tried to get him out of my head as I never thought I'd see him again and if I should, I would be to shy to even approach him. I got butterflies in my stomach when I spoke to him. The next week I fetched Sherice from work and he was still there and we spoke all night and had a proper conversation, Sherice and I partied together after and when the club closed Jarryd, Darren and I spoke to each other till 5 am and we exchanged numbers, at the time I still wasn't sure if he liked me the way I liked him but I remember I sent him a message to let me know when he gets home safe and the next day Sherice and I had work again at the Winter Wonderland after party, Sherice left early to work at Side Show and when I was done at the after party I was on my way to Side Show getting to Side Show I knew I would see him again as we spoke all day flirting with each other on WhatsApp.
That night never turned out the way I hoped it would but I still got to spend time with him and we shared our first kiss, before I got sick to my stomach, hurling all over. The next day I woke up with a huge headache and the feeling of embarrassment. I thought he would never talk to me again, and I really believed I blew my chance. That day was my Uncle's 50th birthday and he still hasn't sent me a message, I knew it was over before anything began. I remember telling Sherice i blew my chance and she replied "You never, he was looking after you last night, he likes you Zarah". I never told anyone about him except Sherice because I didn't want to jinx anything. Eventually he messaged me and I remember apologising all the time because I really was embarrassed as this has never happened to me before.
The next day we spoke all day and met up at Stones later that night, I was shy to see him again as the embarrassment has still not gone away. Eventually I toughened myself up and put it behind me. I saw him everyday since that night except Thursday nights where we skyped each other and we spoke for hours on WhatsApp, and never in my wildest dreams would I have thought that this guy would steal my heart.
He has the sweetest heart, his friendly, ambitious and no swag( thank God, he doesn't believe that he can live off swag lol), his generous, friendly, clever, supportive and always making sure I'm happy. He really has stolen my heart in different ways. I wont say that he completes me because no one can complete another person but he definitely is my better half and together we are just perfect.
I know it's still kind of early days but when you know something is right, you can really feel it and that's the exact feeling I get when I think about him.
While he was in China I missed him even though it was only 4 days it felt as if it was a life time. That was when I realized how much he really means to me.
Before I met Jarryd my life was just about living to see the next day, I wasn't interested in getting a boyfriend or anything else all I was interested in was me, myself and I and obiviously volunteering all my free time to new Kidz on the block.
I still volunteer and am proud to say that I have gotten Jarryd involved in it as well.
So how does my writing about my boyfriend help you in your life? easy don't take my advice on relationships as I'm not the expert when it comes to it because I'm just taking mine a day at the time. But hopefully my story will help you realize that there is someone out there for everyone and that if you not looking you will find someone.
Till next time...
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